I'm a bit stressed. Frazzled is a better description. For those of you who know me, or who have been reading this blog for any amount of time know that I like things to be orderly, clean, and under control. I'm not feeling any of those things right now. I need to feel in control of things, but I just don't feel that way right now. What bothers me most about all of this is that I don't know why I'm feeling this way. It's as if I feel some sort of impending doom circling through my life, just waiting for the worst possible moment to strike me down. I couldn't sleep last night, and I have no idea why. Maybe I ought to look into medication ... drugs are the answer for EVERYTHING!
I've been going through things in my mind to make sure I have everything in order:
Bills paid ... check
Husband happy ... check
Cars working ... check
House working ... check
Projects at work on time ... check
House clean & organized ... check (except for the basement, but that will take a while and I can live with that for now)
Cats happy ... check
Birthdays for family & friends ... check
Shoe supply stocked ... check
Everything is the way it should be. So why can't I sleep well? Why do I feel like something is missing or about to happen at any moment? I get a headache just thinking about it!
It could be because of this:
No, not my boobs (or lack thereof) ... get your heads out of the gutter! My necklace is pulling all the hairs out of my head right now. All of those sensitive little hairs on the back of my neck are slowly being plucked away. Ouch!
So, whenever the "whatever" comes crashing down on my head, I'll let you all know. But for now I guess Tylenol PM must do the trick for my sleeping habits.
Name: Coffee
Brand: LifeStride
Color: Multi-colored tweed and black suede
Size: 8
9 comments:
$50 says your pregnant.
congrats.
Ahh, maybe you ARE prego.
I've seen you wear those shoes a couple of times.
Am I gay because I notice that?
I was just watching the Sex and the City episode where Carrie does the exact same thing. Interesting . . ..
Ok, ok, ok ... people!
I'm not knocked up. Would you like me to pee on a stick for you?
And Nici - I'm glad Brandon doesn't watch that show. He'd be pissed to know that you were insinuating that I'm having an affair with Big. Then (being the super jealous and protective guy he is) he would seriously question whether or not I was.
all i know is that "prominent" chin of yours keeps popping up in pictures
Hey hey hey! No fair making fun of my chin. Only I am allowed to do so. Bad anonymous ... not even brave enough to tell me who you are.
I'm very familiar with that feeling Mrs. Prez. It basically encompassed sophomore year. Fairly common in people like us, i.e. tall, type-A girls. (Totally not kidding either). If you also have a heart murmur I can diagnose you in ten seconds.
Maybe you just need a new pair of shoes that always works for me, so get a new pair of shoes and take some drugs
maybe you feel impending doom because everything is going too well and you think you don't deserve it?
well, you DESERVE it baby! relish it while it lasts!!
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